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My fighting spirit is back this morning. I have PMS and I’m pi$$ed off, so give a wide berth. No gold digging surgeon, no matter how amazing he is, will keep us from realizing our dream. I scour the infertility forums for more information on MESA costs and find nothing useful. Come on Dr. Google, throw me a bone.

Someone posts saying their urologist charges $4k for MESA and he’s outside NYC. Glimmer of hope. Dh makes an appointment while I look into a fertility clinic an hour’s drive away. I like the local clinic's shared risk and no-interest packages, but I hate their stats. I guess you get what you pay for. We have to at least try before we give up. It makes sense to exhaust the cheaper options before me move on to the big guns.